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Here I am in front of my computer. The monitor lights my face and around me is darkness. You can only hear the typing sound of my fingers on the keyboard. My eyes are tired. Any minute from now I sleep. I put my computer off. I walk through my bed lay down. BRAGGG sound that wakes me up from my sleep. I open the light I saw my wallet fell on the floor. I open my wallet I counted my money I only have a few. I counted my hand on the next pay day and it'll be 5 days from now. And yet my money I have right now is not enough till the 5th day.

After 5 days...
Here I Am I'm opening my wallet... I have enough money to survive till the next pay day.

I hope it will reach till the 15th day.

One boring Thursday morning I can't think of useful thing to do. I decided to make research of my ancestors using www. Using my favorite search engine, Google. I type my last name. All the matches displayed on my screen in just a few seconds. It was my first time to read Anna Cauad.Having a last name matched to mine. I'm wondering who is this girl. She probably a relative or we just have the same surname. I leave a message to her friendster(This is where is saw her profile). After a day i check my message. I have one unread message. I open the the mail it says, hi we have the same surname somehow we are related. Anna, left her contact no. I immediately sent her a text message after reading her mail. she asked who my grand father, my father. I gave her everything she asked me. I told her may be we're relative. My phone rang I pressed the key to answer it. The person on the other line says " hi, Its me Anna, Reyma magka mag anak talaga tayo, si lolo victor at lolo ko ay magkapatid. ung dad ko at dad mo mag pinsan" then we talked about everything about our family.

Nakakatuwa naman isipin dahil napaka powerful ng internet mahahanap ko ang pinsan ko na hindi ko pa nakita. Pinagtakpo kami gamit ang internet.

Did you say how often I wash the dishes?
Or did you say how I wash the dishes?

You said I'm not important to the organization where I am.
you said I can't achieve the things I wanted in life because you were pessimist.

I don’t see any appreciation from you.
It seems that though I’d done the best things for you to say I’m great at my stuff
I haven’t heard good about me

There are times when I wanted to run from where I am today.
I wanted to run away from where I stand.
I wanted to leave the people I am right now.
Not because I no longer like to live my life.
But because I don’t want to be with them
But I just wanted to find myself so that I can be with
These persons again someday and when that time comes for us to meet again
Then they will accept me of who I am.

But this time I will run not to escape the hardships of life
But it’s just me, who wanted to find the warrior spirit I had before.
Who doesn’t give up when beaten by life’s contender.
But who I am?
I’m fading…
I’m loosing enormous power.
I need to recharge

Sometimes it’s so easy to comment to someone while you haven’t part of the situation worst you are in experience to say something