6 Months ago mom underwent to radiotherapy at St. Lukes Medical Center. She went through 30 sessions of Intensity Modulated Radiation Therapy. I was very happy because I taught all the tumor cells were gone. We went to visit her neurosurgeon three months after her Radiotherapy. The doctor asked mom to have her MIR. The MRI film showed the tumor were still at mom's brain.The doctor said its too early to consider there is a tumor progression. We were asked to go back for another 3 months. Three months after we went back to have mom's MRI unfortunately there was an increased in the tumor progression manifested in the readings of the film. The neurosurgeon told us it would not possible for him to reopen the operation of mom since it would be a risk in moms part. Because the tumor were at the most crucial part of moms brain. Our only hope to remove to tumor is through 28 sessions of radiotherapy and 2 cycles of chemotherapy. And yet there is no assurance that all the tumor cell will be gone. We don't have enough money to submit mom in this kind of therapy. We want her to be cured but money is our problem. I decided to look for alternate medicine. I go over the internet looking for miracle herb. Through the help of a freind I found RED MUSHROOM or Reishi Gano. I'm happy I can buy this herb at DXN.

Here I am in front of my computer. The monitor lights my face and around me is darkness. You can only hear the typing sound of my fingers on the keyboard. My eyes are tired. Any minute from now I sleep. I put my computer off. I walk through my bed lay down. BRAGGG sound that wakes me up from my sleep. I open the light I saw my wallet fell on the floor. I open my wallet I counted my money I only have a few. I counted my hand on the next pay day and it'll be 5 days from now. And yet my money I have right now is not enough till the 5th day.

After 5 days...
Here I Am I'm opening my wallet... I have enough money to survive till the next pay day.

I hope it will reach till the 15th day.

Did you say how often I wash the dishes?
Or did you say how I wash the dishes?

You said I'm not important to the organization where I am.
you said I can't achieve the things I wanted in life because you were pessimist.

I don’t see any appreciation from you.
It seems that though I’d done the best things for you to say I’m great at my stuff
I haven’t heard good about me

There are times when I wanted to run from where I am today.
I wanted to run away from where I stand.
I wanted to leave the people I am right now.
Not because I no longer like to live my life.
But because I don’t want to be with them
But I just wanted to find myself so that I can be with
These persons again someday and when that time comes for us to meet again
Then they will accept me of who I am.

But this time I will run not to escape the hardships of life
But it’s just me, who wanted to find the warrior spirit I had before.
Who doesn’t give up when beaten by life’s contender.
But who I am?
I’m fading…
I’m loosing enormous power.
I need to recharge

Sometimes it’s so easy to comment to someone while you haven’t part of the situation worst you are in experience to say something

Is it appropriate to tell or ask someone else’s earnings?

Do you know how much earning does your partner have in his pay check?
Mine I don’t asked my partner how much he gets. Unless I have the authority to audit him in where his earnings went. Since we’re not married yet I think I don’t have that authority to know how much. I think I only have the right to know only once we share the same house and same expenses.

Link: http://www.rubiks.com/

Now a days I'm seeing young boys and girls playing colorful square on their hands. They call this the Rubik's Cube. Rubik's Cube was invented by Ernő Rubik in spring of 1974 at Budapest, Hungary. He wanted a working model to help explain three-dimensional geometry and ended up creating the world’s best selling toy.
I'm amazed how the player matches the colors in all corners. It's astonishing how could these people finish solving the puzzle in less than a minute. For the record in May 2007 Thibaut Jacquinot of France recorded 8.72 seconds to finish the puzzle.

What will you do if you no longer have enough money? Mine, this is what I do to survive the drought of my wallet.

Whenever I have extra money I KEEP IT at my closet I filled the drawers with coins.I put all my Php 5. One day I run out of cash I opened my closet and gathered all my Php 5 to my surprise I was able to collect Php500.

Are you craving to be someone else’s attention?
You are trying to be noticed
And she just ignore you
She didn’t like you.
But you like her so much.
The only way to catch her attention is to do well
In everything she asked you to do
And yet she didn’t appreciate any of your efforts.
You friends said she is Bitch
Yours you see an Angel.
People don’t understand why you patiently with that girl in spite of his attitude.
No one can understand you
Because you are the only one who have the loving heart.

I had been bothered the other day because since I had the luxury to sleep I didn’t wake up they way I wanted.
It’s 6 in the morning my eyes felt heavy then I decided to close my eyes again since I don’t have any appointments to do today.
I’m running very fast. I’m trying my best to hide myself to her. Why she knows exactly where I am? What kind of power she possesses. She is like a magical wisp before my eyes. Can you tell her she should stop her act before I’m scared. Better yet tell her I’m very much scared just to stop her. Now, my heart is pounding very hard I couldn’t speak any word. My scared ate my thoughts. I can’t scream. I’m heading to somewhere else. I felt peace in this place. I close my eyes thanking praying to our father for passing the scaring moment. I slowly open my eyes there she is standing in front of me. Again I’m terrified.
I heard sounds and almost blinded by the sunlight. I saw our curtain slowly swaying. I just had bad dream. Thanks it was just a DREAM